getting from here to there...

What does it take for me to get from point A to point B? I'm serious. This seems a silly question, but not for me. You see, I tend to be more of a dreamer. I have great ideas about things, but to get beyond "go" isn't always easy for me. Maybe it's because I allow fear to hold me back. Maybe I don't believe these things can really become a reality...at least by my own strength. That is true to a certain extent, for when we try to do things on our own outside of God, we have a tendancy to fall flat on our faces. Even still, it seems like some people have this natural tendancy to rise up as leader and make things happen. That's not my gifting I guess, though maybe it's an area that God wants me to grow in. I know God's Spirit lives in me to, and it's not like He is unable to use me. It's just that perhaps it is in a different means than we tend to place high up as far as imortance go. If we don't have the balance of having those people behind the scenes, it wouldn't work either. That's how I know that God's design is so good. How can we complain when the way He created it to be is so that it would work? He thought of all of it, of the well-rounded, balanced body of Christ.
With those thoughts in mind, I know that if God ever chooses to bless me with a husband, that man will probably be a good leader, because I'm not. I do great at following, and ideas, and all the detail work, but going from here to there is the hardest part for me. Lord have grace on me! Use me in a way that would honor You! I love you....