In Process....

So, what now? Apparently Slovenia is not what God has for me right now, and seeing as going back to school was what I was intent on doing should this Slovenia thing not work out, why am I not seriously headed in that direction? I know I don't want to be doing the job I'm doing forever, but why am I just sitting here? I wish I could be more pinpointed in the direction I'm supposed to go. What I really want is to be married to a man who is strong in ministry who I can support. Apparently though, that isn't what God has for me right now either. So, shouldn't I be excited at the prospect of finding a new field of work? Where should I focus my attention? What is it that God is trying to teach me through this process?